Imagination is Our Daily Bread

Isn't it Wonderful? Appreciation for all the "little" manifestations

I manifest so many "small" things all the time now using the Law of Assumption (or as I call it, the Law of Quantum Observation) that I am making a new practice of more gratitude & recognition of them all as they wouldn't have seemed so small if they hadn't materialized then they wouldn't seem so small. 

From minor inconveniences like the washer fixing itself & working right again to healing my son's therapy puppy, Duncan.

Fixing appliances in a time crunch 

On Friday, the washer stopped draining. Ugh. I have three children and not in a position to be hauling laundry to a laundromat. We HAD to have clean laundry and I didn't want to do it by hand. Been there, done that. 

Mental diet & nipping old beliefs in the bud

I could have had this manifested sooner had it not been for all the ruminating and negative inner chatter over the "damn" washer. So I focused on my attitude, on "taking captive every thought and making it obedience to Christ [my imagination]," and TRUSTING my KNOWING that all is well, I am always taken care of, it would all work out. 

Multiple attempts at cycles, three days later, it was still not draining. I was pretty frustrated but persisted. I had begun daydreaming about a new washer & detaching from my need to have it now; I kept returning back to my inner trusting & knowing the way we return back to the breath in meditation. 

The "Lord"--your imagination--is thy husband

As I was cleaning in my closet and garage, a couple things happened. First, I came across old things from my late spouse that triggered old inner child abandonment wounds. I let the old hurts come & go. I was angry at him for a moment but recognized my old beliefs that had manifested patterns I was no longer allowing to be repeated. In the past, if triggered, I would step into victim mode and the self-concept of the poor widow woman in the Bible. 

I shook it off and reminded myself who I AM now and could hear my grandmother, in my mind, telling people how the Lord was her husband. Then I recalled how imagining (with heartfelt appreciation) I had a husband fixing stuff had caused fast manifestations before. I recalled the FEELING of deep gratitude being important. I reminded my inner child she was not alone or abandoned, I AM here, I AM showing up for her, it is all okay. 

I caught myself venting as I was wringing out super soaked clothes, having memories of washing clothes in a RV bathtub when my kids were just babies, and redirected my attention to my imagination. What if it were true? I imagined I was happily married and that my super amazing husband fixed it. I imagined I was genuinely grateful, and allowed myself to FEEL that deep appreciation until tears started to well up, and then released it ("dropped the seed").

I put it on another cycle, this time was prompted to remove some of the clothes & put it on a lower spin cycle. I don't know why. I am still new to studying Physics and have no idea if that was an "inspired act" or not. I do know, however, that it began working right after that!!! 

Healing a Pet

Last week, Duncan had had stopped running around and was going slow, avoiding jumping up onto things (normally always was up in my chair wanting to be pet), stayed in one place refusing to move almost all day & shaky even, something was hurting his legs but wasn't visible or obvious as to what it was & I couldn't afford to take him to the vet. 

Imaginal scenes that are realistic 

I caught my old memories of prior dogs with medical issues & negative self-talk/judgments about how irresponsible it was of me to have him if I couldn't get him to a vet but reminded myself I AM the great vet, I can heal him so I pictured him running across the yard & I also recalled what Sylviane had said one time recently about if you want a cat then imagine cleaning a litter box so I thought of things Duncan did that annoyed me that would require him to be healed, heard myself saying, "now you get down from there right now," etc. I imagined him up on my son's bed & then running outside after a squirrel so much he wasn't wanting back inside & was annoying to have him in & out (I don't have a doggie door so it let's cold air in every time he is in & out). 

Self-talk & not retelling the old story

I caught myself retelling the old story to my kids even after telling myself not to do that, lol, but also reminded myself of the old ladder experiment & how it's okay, imagination trumps what is said in the 3D, and returned to imaginal activity not just him running but also hearing myself saying to get down off my chair & my son's bed. 

I told my kids I was no longer saying what we didn't want to see & changed words to "he is healing," & "isn't it wonderful he is better now?" etc. He was back getting up onto things & began having more spring in his step by that evening, got his full energy back the next day & no limping, & has been running around even more chasing squirrels ever since.

Prior painful disappointments, doubts & Mindfulness

I had also had memories I had to fight & push thru from a friend's cat dying (who I had believed was healed so much I audibly heard it purring in my ear when I imagined it) to old bad painful experiences with 2 dogs before (and hip issues). I didn't rebuke my feelings. I let them come and go, and reminded myself they were just memories and to not let them stop me from healing. 

I think it's easy to be discouraged when there is something difficult that is similar to "past" things where there were disappointments & hurt. Even for those of us who know time is only an illusion, that there is no "past" only memory, the memory's imprint on the subconscious can hurt and be triggering, especially with pets. I just had to tell myself that regardless of why the others died, maybe they had set times like people, I don't know but what I did know and accepted as truth was that it was not Duncan's time, that was not his story.  I reminded myself I also had stronger beliefs now. I am more firm in my I Amness--my own awareness of being.

Heaven within. Abiding in Love. Only seeing the perfect image as if here now.

I persisted in seeing him happy, healthy & whole, as if he had never hurt himself. I just kept gently returning back to me imaginal scenes the way we return to our breath in meditation.

Heaven is within. There is no sickness or diseases in heaven. All realities exist right now. 

Our Daily Bread. Our Limitless Supply. 

Earlier this month, I thought I'd like my paycheck early, but wasn't needy for it. I really wanted to get more groceries but needed to pay rent first & was cutting it close had (I had recently made a decision to reduce my work hours so that I could be with my family more, be more in keeping with my new self-concept & beliefs I've been cementing so it was requiring a bit more trusting & stretching financially, but was part of a step of faith I had felt led to take).

I imagined my kids & I unpacking lots of groceries, I held fresh apples in my hand (in imagination), felt the apple's weight in my hand, smelled them, cut them in slices, & just kept putting groceries away & fixing meals like that, just appreciating & enjoying everything & not tied to how they came. My paycheck has never come so early before! Almost a week early. Usually if it is before a weekend it comes on a Friday at earliest, but this came on a Thursday, the next day after imagining (so I imagined groceries on Wednesday & the next day was doing what I had imagined). 

Be still and know that I AM is God

A lot of divine guidance and sudden inspiration has come from getting still, and imagining I am a drop returning to the Ocean. I was taught that stillness is masculine energy, but I read recently in The Tree of Life, by Israel Regardie, that the ocean is representative of the divine mother--the divine feminine, so it is both. I see it as a union of both. I am like a drop returning to the ocean, or I also imagine I am laying in grass and returning to the earth slowly and peacefully. It's feeling oneness and being wrapped in peace, feeling so fused with Consciousness/God that there is no beginning or end, no line to tell which is which or who is who, and knowing this is our true essence. It is from that sense of safety and security, that knowing by abiding in divine love and intelligence, that comes up new ideas and inspiration, insights and guidance. 

Blessed be the Unity that which is our Unity,

Rebekah 🌱

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